Date: 10/16/2011

You Colour Me Purple
by Jan-Ian

Black and White
it is me and my life before

Im hiding and concealing
sitting in the far dark cold corner
Watching every faces and emotion
every color and hue that passes
Some burst red
and some are green!
Some displays yellow
and some are blue!
Its so awe-inspiring!
they are all like fireworks in the sky

I tried to look into myself
Wondering what color i possess?
my smile fades
and tears go forth
I am pale, i am black and whatnot.

I run like a wind
searching for my Color
searching for a light in the midst of darkness
but life and its sadnesses
goes with me
it slowed me and dimmed my sight.
longing and lonileness imbued me
it turns me Blue
inert and cold as ice

I thought i was happy with it
but the bitternerness still lingers
like a bad aftertaste on the tongue
like a bad hangover in the head

I run again with a broken compass
Searching in the uncertainty
for the color im dying to see!
The regrets and hatreds chasing behind
they are my shadows that i could not leave
tangled in my bare foot
its grip grows stronger
and trip me in every step

distance cease and i could not stand
i drop into my knees in the color of Red
the color of pain!
the color of heartache
and war in my own self!
It is over i can say
all hopes slowly dying
like a leaf in a autumn season.

my soul soaked in black and pale
with gloomy blue and cynical red
i close my eyes
letting time wash my stain
with my life over it
but something whispered in my ears
a melody that shatters my resolved
i looked up and saw the light
an angel-figure light
All things, in such a light,
grow subtle and fine.
And myself suddenly
rising Red and Blue
from the embrace of light.
She smiled at me and say nothing
then the Blue turns so calm
it became the color of
inspiration, sincerity and spirituality
its a heaven in my mind!
She hold me with purest eye
then the Red feels so warmth
it became the color of life, love and care
its a blood in my heartbeat!
Red, the warmest color
and Blue the coolest one
mix and YES!
She color me Purple
The color that enticed me
the color of purpose and mystery!

i dont know, but im happy
i dont know but i feel safe
i dont know but im letting this magic turn my life around.
without doubt
without fear
for this is the color she gave me!
it is Purple, the color of my existence!


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